Sunday, February 15, 2009

my sabbath

Today, I learned a very important lesson. Worry is a sin and is a waste of time. I know worry is wrong but it seems like at times, worry just creeps up in my soul. I felt quite down today. Desi and I have decided to try to have a child. I found out i was not pregant. I know It should not bother me becuase I have a great job and am doing so well in graduate school, but a part me wants to be a mother. I want to hold and carefor my child. I do not care if it is a boy or girl, I just cannot wait to love it. :) I broke down in tears on the phone with my mom. As we prayed, I realized that God has a plan. It is a plan that is set and more wonderful then anything i could have ever dreamed. The Lesson I learned today was to trust the Lord. Worrying cannot add anything to my day! I just pray that i can have children. I have many health problems and will be going to see a specialist. I know the Lord will will be done!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

my journey

I am growing the Lord each and every day. The Lord brought me to this wonderful church and i am not involved with a group of women who study the end times. I was so sure that i wanted change, but now i am confused. I know one thing for sure that we are in the end times and my lord and savior is coming for his children! That has burned my heart, those who do not know him are lost. I need to spread the word. So on this blog i decided to let my light shine here and everywhere. IF today you do not know the Lord Jesus as your Personal Lord and Savior please e-mail me, call me or do whatever i would love to share God with you! You do not have much time, God is coming and most of all he loves you!

My Journey has started God has unveiled my eyes. I am on my knees in prayer for this country and this world. My heart is praying for anyone who reads this and does not know my Lord and Savior!

Today is the Day do not delay!